After two crazy days, today was normal. I spent the day with second graders and loved it. One of the little girls drew me a picture and it made me smile. Not because she made it but because of what it says: "Mrs. Gifford". I know I've been married for months but it still surprises me when I say my name and its not Heather Salvucci. I dont remember much about when I was adopted and changed my name. I knwo I was 12 but I really dont remember much other than sitting on my floor in the yellow house practicing what was going to be my new last name. I dont remember the transition time. Maybe its because I didnt have mail and bills and things that I had to physically change; my parents changed my birth certificate for me. Its still strange to me that when I log into my UMD email its "hsalvucci" but Im listed as Heather Gifford. Its like I still cant be one without the other.
Speaking of school, I hate that place today. It was easily the scariest day I've had in a very long time. My class was from 4-6:30 and at about 4:40 we heard yelling in the hallway and someone screamed "I'm gonna kill him. I have a gun and I'm going to fucking kill him". PANIC. We shut off the lights, secured the door with a chair and called the police. We sat in darkness for fifteen minutes. I texted David and I my mother but could only a few words out. I sent "Love you. School. Gun." I literally had tears in my eyes wondering if thatw a sit for me and my class. All of a sudden the door slammed open and we all screamed. It was not a crazy gun man but rather a cop. I have never felt so relieved. Guess that's my normal day...
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